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Better Never

by Mercury Dimes

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1.
You Don't 03:24
“Hey- You don’t belong here..” “Hey- You don’t belong here..” “Hey- You don’t belong here..” “Hey- You don’t belong here..” Well I have a Guess you have a grudge; I think you don’t think you don’t Want enough There’s something ‘bout the every day that scares us… The driver told us there’s a Crack in the frame of the building Where he lives, Where he works, Where he sleeps, and where one day He won’t wake up from his Working man’s dreams Keep the days, count the leers, Raise the sound, meet the criminals Marks on their backs, might as well be shoutin’ At the strangers; and why of all things Would you give in to me?! And why are there so many of us Who can’t sleep? And I have a Guess you have a grudge; I think you don’t think you don’t Want enough There’s something ‘bout the every day that scares us… I don’t think you Should be sorry, I don’t think it at all I don’t think you Should be sorry, I don’t think it at all I don’t think you Should be sorry, no I don’t Think it at all I don’t think you Should be sorry, I don’t think it at all, no I… Don’t think at all… They had that trailer lit like a dashboard Dripped and twinkled, Like a boat under fireworks Warm and foggy For December Tryin’ hard to not remember Why it feels weird to go home- It’s all the same, it’s All the same And a sticker of reminder sits Riding your back window, it’s Been a long time since I Was sleepin’ away the dark Afternoons… They had that trailer lit like a dashboard Dripped and twinkled, Like a boat under fireworks Warm and foggy For December Tryin’ hard to not remember Why it feels weird to go home- It’s all the same, it’s All the same And a sticker of reminder sits Riding your back window, it’s Been a long time since I Was sleepin’ away the dark Afternoons…
2.
Writing songs from the carpet, Waiting on the sun, I’m Trying to sift through the gel beads Of my memories, I can see But I can’t get in… I can hold them in my hand, but I Can’t claim them For my own For my own… And we’re terrified we’ll hate ourselves When we won’t reach the night’s sleep, When we won’t even admit my Own dreams To myself Admit our own dreams to ourselves And we grow it, but don’t use it; And we’re old enough to be alone, and Dumb enough to care- No matter what you think, you’ve got Things in common with the things that you hate, the Things that you hate are Like you anyway… Drop your shoulders, ground your hips While your feet drop to the porcelain Last year, you were screaming, last year You were fightin’, now you’re Laying down and dying, and You ain’t even sorry while- Outside your look-alike takes you home, and you’re Staring at your city on fire, while they’re Standing over you, yellin’ “Whatcha gonna do to fix it?!” While, Outside your look-alike takes your home, and you’re Staring at your city on fire, while they’re Standing over you, yellin’ “Whatcha gonna do to fix it?!” While, Outside your look-alike takes you home, and you’re Staring at your city on fire, while they’re Standing over you, yellin’ “Whatcha gonna do to fix it?!” While, Outside your look-alike steals your home, and you’re Staring at your city on fire, while they’re Standing over you, yellin’ “Whatcha gonna do to fix it?!”
3.
Sad-sharpened tongue Why weary legs, I would not Have pegged you for disaster What is it about October, what is it With this weather? Bone gray red-stalked fields Pullin’ at the things that keep me together And I Owed you a song, I owed you a lot More thought, I owed you a lot More before you were gone… We all used you up But didn’t give you enough of us, Unburdened on your couch, left you Alone. Maybe it’s October… Maybe it’s this weather… I seem to recall a lot of years At this time, all Unraveling together, and it’s Funny How I thought that I was Givin’ you the chance but you were Givin’ it to me, You were giving me one… When I met you you were way Too skinny, and you took Too many drugs, but a few weeks After I met you, you and I had both straightened up And I sang at your funeral your favorite song While we let the balloons go up And I don’t recall if I drove there By myself Loose sweaters, And cold mountains left the Soul stuck to our bones And the laughter returns when I recall Abandoning you in that parking lot Small houses with large yards left The Sun stuck to our bones
4.
Rules 01:51
I Don’t expect returns, I Just really Believe in love In the practical sense… but I Really thought I still had to do it, thought that The only way to reason Was to hope perhaps That the real thing gets better, but Hopes are thin to cling to, My advice to you is To pick and choose The advice that you take- Don’t put yourself together so well, One small thing and you Will go all to hell We’ll get better when we’re out of this hole, and I’m not sure where I stand, but Here the river runs high… And I was taught the rules I was taught the rules I was taught the rules, yes I Was taught The rules… It’s something you’ll never know you Wanted so well, it’s Been a long time coming, you can’t Break the pervading feeling that when All this breaks down, you’ll feel Better anyway, you can Look at it either way, I don’t know if its Wrong or if its right, but Judgments are thin to cling to, My advice to you is To pick and choose The hearts that you break- We’re dreaming under this large, Lovely blooming spell, and Someday, we’ll figure this out and Speak without fail, but I was taught the rules…. I was taught the rules I was taught the rules I was taught the rules I was taught the rules, yes I Was taught The rules…
5.
What a beautiful fiction all the People believe, the wisest stand there at The base of the tree, while Those who have climbed their way into the branches, they are Looking down, they think They’ve the advantage, when really their vision is Just all high up and clou-did they think that they’d Take the whole view for themself? Such a beautiful fiction all the People believe, when down here on the ground’s where we Plant all the seeds, where We forget just How tall they’ve grown… And nothing’ll make it better, but then Nothing for worse It is what it is, so I’m Quite sure you’re Feeling the appropriate level of concern- The concert Waits for me…. Beneath the tree What a beautiful fiction all the People believe, the wisest stand there at The base of the three, while Those who have climbed their way into the branches, they are Looking down, they think They’ve the advantage, when really their vision is Just all high up and clou-did they they that they’d Take the whole view for themself? And nothing’ll make it better, but then Nothing for worse It is what it is, so I’m Quite sure you’re Feeling the appropriate level of concern- The concert Waits for me…. Beneath the tree
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I’m walking in a hall Of silence, the sides are garish colors Scream like graffiti, but I am Insulated behind An archway glass- A point of view That with the right impact, could shatter Calmly down, as the screaming walls Can now, quite suddenly be heard… Sweatshirts When it’s over seventy, Under eighty interstates wait To be choked, and Too many cars will daily Be here soon, and there is as No way to cut the fingers loose though they Are not quite here… The asphalt is getting hot The basketballs up the hill Keep to the edge of the lot, And the sun to the east Feeling sorry Won’t make you noble, and fear Won’t make it better- Not at this point… So chin to the sky And forget While you can forget What you can, there is no dwelling where My mind can find Peaceful residence, but there are moments, Distractions some worthless and some worth While you bite your tongue, I prep my lips For a pointless display- One of confidence, keep it calling Nothing left to say, because I am not awake We eavesdrop on our own walls when Nobody’s home; attach truth To the truckload, and progress to profit, and we’re Glad when we overstep it and someday When you no longer care, all of your wrongs Piled up on a plate somewhere… A stubborn grit to let it lie as it is Knows quite grimly that its not Gonna make a die or a death, I don’t why When we’re sad, we draw up and in, and I don’t know why we can’t keep the targets between The left and right lines, the traffic flows Through the streets like small sorry sights But the days they move steady Like the red lights… Steady, Like the red lights, Steady, Like the red lights… Steady, like the red lights… We build it together, Tear it to Parts alone We build it together, Tear it to Parts alone We build it together, Tear it to Parts alone We build it together, Tear it to Parts Alone
7.
False Start 03:02
Been feelin’ I got a false start, Was fumblin’ for the gas, I guess people don’t get What they don’t expect… We spend So much time building all this up, why do We let it rust… twisted heaps, Fitful dreams, delivery of what we Think we want to see, it comes right To the doorstep, up through The porches, thinking if- We get closer, we’ll Get it better, but Really we’re just packed Too close together for this To work, dark afternoons There’s a little bit of blue, but mostly Dark gray, dark white, there’s for most Some source of light Up there, comin’ From somewhere, doesn’t Really meet our smiles Every day defines a new way to say Us vs. them More than two hands to count a total of ten, And it’s not often… I need a way out… I need a day off. I need a way out… I need a day off. Well it’s Hard for me to settle Between my eyes, I’ve got Five different sets of Ten different kinds and I’m still dreaming In the back of my mind, Frame it in close It’s an insect’s sight… Double once more in my glass, so I can see nothing but the Dark that wants to stay home Intrepid soul’s got a messy heart, and a Type A heat…. It’s too late to sleep, it’s Too early to wake, like a Dish clatter on a copper plate, and I Do not believe What I am supposed to These contradictions keep me Dyin’ alive… These contradictions keep me Dyin’ alive; These contradictions keep me Dyin’ alive… These contradictions keep me Dyin’ alive.
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Tide Me Over 03:06
Wine soaked through the spine of the Ideas on my right, the sun Has already slipped right up Past the floorboards, Something sickly slipped a disc, and is Holding the stick shift, The plates of the earth they roll like porcelain Polish them until they shine, Until they are licked clean This dinner was never meant to keep us alive, anyway…. So let’s see if the (Talk fading/ Rich claiming) Green sea will tide me over… (What else will be left for us) And let’s see if the (Seas changing/ Tide taking) Green sea will tide me over… (All things that we thought we knew) Well, let’s see if the (Hate rising/ No confiding) Green sea will tide me over… (No one wants to listen anymore) Oh, let’s see if the (Plans failing/ Hope breaking) Green sea will tide me over… (But still we find solace in the sea) The men bow their heads, tuck their Toes inside their shoes, and it’s all the Kids have ever known, so there’s No point in waiting ‘till they’ve Grown, grown out of it This iron ceiling keeps getting lower, this Iron ceiling keeps getting lower, this Iron ceiling keeps getting lower… So let’s see if the (Talk fading/ Rich claiming) Green sea will tide me over… (What else will be left for us) And let’s see if the (Seas changing/ Tide taking) Green sea will tide me over… (All things that we thought we knew) Well, let’s see if the (Hate rising/ No confiding) Green sea will tide me over… (No one wants to listen anymore) Oh, let’s see if the (Plans failing/ Hope breaking) Green sea will tide me over… (But still we find solace in the sea) Until the spring comes, Haven’t won Look beneath the flowered curtain And of the dirty heads, ‘till you get A little more Of the things you think that you Can’t have…
9.
Mean 01:49
You play like you Want to walk away from me… You play like you want To walk away from me. You play like you want to walk Away from me-e-e-e, you play You play.. But just stay away, it’s one of those days when I’m Mean in my head And oh-oh, it’s strange when I’m Mean in my head, are you Mean in your head, too? Well I see that you think you Can walk all over me… I see that you think you can Walk all over me. Yeah, I see you Dare to think You can walk All over Me-e-e, you Play. You play. Well just stay away, it’s one of those days when I’m Mean in my head And oh-oh, it’s strange when I’m Mean in my head, are you Mean in your head, too?
10.
Houses 04:19
People feel they fear less fear Enclosed by the nameless, I feel Less fearful. So disconnected with death that we don’t Even try to stop it From the easy wide, wide Rooms we inhabit. They’ve lost most of their words and All of their teeth, and its the Worst when our lows come From the easy wide, wide rooms we inhabit, But that is Not. Not. Not. Of any larger consequence… No that is Not. Not. Not. Of any larger consequence… No that is Not. Not. Not. Of any larger consequence, No that is Not of, it’s not of, it’s not of Any larger Consequence… These scavengers disgust us, but we Rely on their work, even the ones With their claws stuffed into shirt sleeves, they are Capital cops making It by their teeth, for the luxury Houses Of their higher ups, lower laurels… Big schemes And empty skeletons ride on the bus to me, They want To steal From my shoestrings And I know its odd, but I Think it’s all they see… Well, Things are getting dire while the Most of those liars Lie for their dinners, that’s how They see it- but feasting on The bones of their fellows, their Color-blind eyes can’t see… They walk tight Through their shoe-shine, growing Discomfort in their face lines, they didn’t Know why they Didn’t want to see us March by, run by… Drive at the bars that keep the world From going black, in their Green and gold visions, they’re Living on the red in what they eat, on the Red in what they eat, the dirt in their words Came from someone else’s living room floor; Not a parlor, father, it’s a work wife and Not an estate, but somehow you’re both Looming And miniscule, you’re quite Uncomfortable with these ratio rations Of square feet To your body, cross your Ankles, sink your weight, your Disgust can’t hide what you Use it to disguise, it’s not a Parlor, father, just the squalor Of someone else’s living room floor And underneath even that… There are leaves scattered across the wood of my table, And i can’t Think in the early morning If I've stayed up late… They must be infatuated with All the things that could be wrong, And all the see is their other; but I don’t think so, No. I don’t think so- I don’t think so- I don't think so, No.
11.
Well now I Know it’s not up to me on what You need, I know you’ve Gotta find a place that you can see, I know you’re unsatisfied, don’t know What you need, well I don’t Think this way, and I don’t really need to Be with all of these people, to Be with all of these people, oh To be with all of these people, to Be with all of these people, well I Just walked by and I think its funny that Its just me who feels the need to be Dropped down to the earth, find the Weakest please, I Need to know Before they spread their disease, I Need to know Before they spread their disease, oh You want things that You can’t have, but I’ve got News for you that’s Not why you are sad; I wish I could say the right Things to you… But now you think I’m mean ‘cause I’m Too scared to talk to you, I’m just too scared To talk to you, and Now you think I’m mean ‘cause I’m Too scared to talk to you… All of these schemers, they’re Lining up their robots, and All of these schemers, they’re Lining up their Robots, and All of these schemers, they’re Lining up their Robots, and All of these schemers, they’re Lining up their robots, and All these schemers, lining up their robots, trying to get Our attention, yeah, they’re just Trying to get our attention, yeah, just Trying to get Our attention, yeah, and you Have not proved them wrong, you Have not proved them wrong… we have not proved them Wrong, we Have not proved them Wrong, we Have not proved them wrong, we have not proved them Wrong we Have not proved them wrong.
12.
Had to get home, a song was comin’ on, I’d been gropin’ the surface because before- That’s where the depth was… But it took me twice to realize- I've been here a million times; Oh, it took me twice to realize I was here just this last year... It’s crystallization, why Yes, I know, but some part of us all needs to be Caught up in a day’s old dream Minute details of how everything works; We used to understand, but now Machines build buildings... our hands are doing things, that we don’t even have a grip on… And machines build machines. It’s crystallization, why Yes, I know, but some part of us all needs to be Caught up in a day’s old dream Well there goes our squeaky clean reputation, It’s the kind of thing that makes you grit the inner teeth inside your skull; Well there goes our subterranean flight- mighty as we weren’t, we’ll stay inside the ashes of something unusual The moths are blooming from the walls, I wonder do they see us at all, maybe as their prisoners Or maybe as their keepers, Well maybe I’m the one in the wrong, maybe it’s me who should be gone, Maybe I’m all out of substance for this particular instance.'
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I don’t know how to keep the memories from falling out Of my head, Bring a cleansweep bring a rope, please But tie it round my ears, leave the lumps that is the batter in my head, The home run it left me wasted Yes we’re dreaming and we’re keeping it at arm’s length Pack it up, pack it out It’ll never come back- what’s the use? Yes we’re dreaming and we’re keeping it at arm’s length Pack it up, pack it out It’ll never come back- what’s the use? In the fridge too many beers, the heat is slipping from the cracks the green is creeping in to the rooms that we never check I taught you how to do your hair, you taught me How to love again, despite all this… Yes we’re dreaming and we’re keeping it at arm’s length Pack it up, pack it out It’ll never come back- what’s the use? Yes we’re dreaming and we’re keeping it at arm’s length Pack it up, pack it out It’ll never come back- what’s the use? I’m screamin’- Do you know what you’ve done? I Can’t be Certain, oh- Do you know What you’ve done- cuz I Can’t be Certain… and you Said you’re going in But what will Come out of it? You said- Unless you claim it, it’s not Yours… even though you’ve Given up And I’m left here Like the light at the edge of the Empty lot I’m slipping through the cracks in the sidewalk, this city can eat its heart out when I’m gone Take another block, the faces even out, peering into them they all Seem the same… It will be too hard to show you, and I think it's hard to know you, so I'll have to climb this fence, and leave this yard for ever once again... Yes we’re dreaming and we’re keeping it at arm’s length Pack it up, pack it out It’ll never come back- what’s the use? What’s the use… What’s the use? What’s the use… What’s the use? What’s the use What’s the Use?

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released March 24, 2023

Laura Staples- Lead Vox, Guitar & Lyrics, Album Art
Wesley Sterling Mauldin- Bass, Saxophone & Backing Vox
Nathan Colby Curlee- Drums, Synth & Backing Vox
Travis Brown- Production, Mixing, Mastering
Christian Loebs- Drum Recording Tech

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Dynamics and raw-edged honesty.
Punk rock sentiments with hints of indie, punk, and folk from not-quite- Charlotte, NC.

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